Ta-Da

I don't know how, you guys see me. In what light, how you, perceive me. I'm pretty but that's all you see. I barely speak, even with friends too. I observe a lot. I spend a lot of time on my phone, sometimes I'm called rude, they don't know that I'm writing stuff all the time. Ideas. Thoughts. Anything. I mean, I like cows. And touching faces. And stones and I had a pet lizard. I kept locusts in a Black Cat peanut butter jar, and FED them. I wanna lie still on a boy I like and listen to his heartbeat, trace his body. I can do that for thirty minutes. I have lots of pauses, in my speech and especially in my writing. But that's how I think. Ask, don't assume.